We're in a dream
somewhere
where things
don't come true
I'm alive here
but everyone else
is jumping out
and screaming that
they're alive
Standing here and
thinking,
I'm in a fucking
battle zone
with what I want
to happen and
what's NOT going
to happen
Tainted
by this horrid boredom
of such occurrences
that never END
I'm not friends with fools
that's why my mind
and my heart don't get along
My heart is such a fool
and my mind tells the bitter
TRUTH
Past 5
I've got to get rid
of this
This utter feeling
of something that
can never be
Sleepy now
I'm tired of this war
I give up
So I'll retire for the night