Despite the good memories and all that carried its happiness,
I am driven by melancholy thoughts.
I sit here in this rocking chair,
looking at the raindrops slide down the window.
What ever happened to you?
Why are you not here?
I saw my reflection in the mirror today.
It seemed that I was disappearing by the minute.
There is no soul in this body.
My weeping had torn it down.
I saw your spirit console me and vanish within my sudden happiness.
I pray that you came here and stayed.
Even though my faith does not exist.
I walk back and forth,
crying my depression away.
I don't want to sleep for I fear the black as cancer picture
would appear.
I wish that you were here.
But you are not; I have faced that.
For now I experience my gladness and the madness on my very own.
But I will always carry your divine memory on
how easily goodness is hidden.