Spent so long
putting in the effort
where there was really
no gain
Remembering everything
I didn't want to remember
Kept denying the simple truth
Lies kept crawling through my ears
Couldn't save them,
can't save me either
We're not all in this together
I'm all in this for ME
In the end
where the dark road goes
so curvey, neverending
where all the light posts
have gone dark
It's always me alone
Determinded to keep fighting
until my bones give out
I have to know what's
in it for me in the end