So much to say
with not enough energy to speak it
I'm tired of this pain
Surviving
Sometimes it's not enough
You're looking for the happiness you longed for
What a fear to lose it
Laying down on this dream
I feel like I'm falling
Wish I could sleep for a thousand dreams
Each of them with you
I've walked on this journey many times
I rise up. I fall.
Some day I won't remember the tragic past
But each day I still live it
I hear these voices from afar
I'm walking away, I can't right now
There's no hope for my mind
Hope this anxiety stops screaming
and peace overwhelms all
The lovely dead
Where have you gone?
The heartbreak. No words.
With love comes pain
and pain comes anxiety
Anxiety becomes a nightmare
What a darkness to keep out
So much fading
I hope my flame is always there
The flame which is my love
Promise you will flicker within me
Always, my love
When your flame dies out... I die with you
My journey ends, But I still walk with you... with the peace, the light.
These memories so evil, beautiful, funny, aching.
I can't.
I must endure.
I can't.
It's not too late.
It is too late.
The screaming in my mind won't win.
For the love I feel from you wins.
Always.