Endure

So much to say

with not enough energy to speak it

I'm tired of this pain

Surviving

Sometimes it's not enough

You're looking for the happiness you longed for

What a fear to lose it

Laying down on this dream

I feel like I'm falling

Wish I could sleep for a thousand dreams

Each of them with you

I've walked on this journey many times

I rise up. I fall.

Some day I won't remember the tragic past

But each day I still live it

I hear these voices from afar

I'm walking away, I can't right now

There's no hope for my mind

Hope this anxiety stops screaming

and peace overwhelms all

The lovely dead

Where have you gone?

The heartbreak. No words.

With love comes pain

and pain comes anxiety

Anxiety becomes a nightmare

What a darkness to keep out

So much fading

I hope my flame is always there

The flame which is my love

Promise you will flicker within me

Always, my love

When your flame dies out... I die with you

My journey ends, But I still walk with you... with the peace, the light.

These memories so evil, beautiful, funny, aching.

I can't.

I must endure.

I can't.

It's not too late.

It is too late.

 

The screaming in my mind won't win.

For the love I feel from you wins.

Always.


 


 

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