Look at you.
You jealous bitch.
How dare you laugh at me?
You think you're Miss. Popular,
And I'm just 'Geeky Susie.'
At the end of the day,
I can see the truth.
The laughs, the evil stares.
Go on.
Fucking trip me up.
You'll threaten,
But you won't dare.
Say it.
I'm a nasty bitch.
I lie. I cheat. I steal.
At the end of the day, Miss. Popular,
I'm living and I'm real.
You don't know why I act this way,
You don't know all my fears.
You think I'm crying over YOU?
Miss. Popular, you ain't worth my tears.
You think you made my life living hell,
Maybe you kinda did.
But we all get judged by God in the end,
Not some fucking teenage kids.
So go hide in your web of gossip.
Go shade yourself from the truth,
Because even though you're hating on me,
I'll always be better than you.
يا عبد الله
يا عبد الله
الله .. ! الله.. !
إلى ولدي عبد الله
يا خولة هب صباك ..
لعمرك إن صباك الروح ــ
خراب برقة ثهمد لولاه ..
شوفي كيف تسربني رئة رئة يا خولة
وا هاه ...آه ..
قالت يجزيك ــ فقلت جزاك ..
وحب المطر يعد على الشباك .. ثلاثا ..
رعدا خمسا.. برقا رزقا.. ما أحلاه..
ما تتمنى قالت قلت الجنة.
قالت مني .. قلت الحامل نعشي ..
وارث عرشي يوم لقاه
سألتني .. من سيكون .. ؟
فقلت بزهوٍ : ــ
عبد الله
يا عبد الله.. الله الله ..
يا بن الموتى وأخا الموتى ..
يا شبها غلب الأشباه
أنبت كأبيك بغرب النيل .. وكن رأسيا
بين البيت وبين البيت ..
فإن المولى
مولى المولى
والمولى مولى مولاه ..
أنبت كأبيك مع الجميزة والتنوب ..
وســاق السرو
وكن عربيا مثل النخلة كن غابيا كالأبنوس
وكن كالورد ..
فإن الورد شريف في مرآه وفي معناه ..
أنبت كأبيك ويمم غابة وجهك شطر السدرة ..
واصعد نفسا نفسا في مرقاه ..
وتحر القبلة ثم توضأ
لا تقرأ إلا لوحك لا تأكل ..
إلا قمحك لا تصحب إلا رمحك ..
لا تتزوج .. حتى تقرأ بسم الله ..
قل إن العزة .. والعن كل المغضوب عليهم والضالين وقل آمين ..
قل إن العزة والعن كل يهود الأرض
وكل الصرب وكل أســود الورق بهذا العصر وكل جمال الطين ..
فبحق السادة من بدر ..
حتى تاريخ صلاح الدين
بالحجر الواعد بالتمكين ..
بالأربعمائة المطرودين
بخيولك يا عبد الله نجوس خلال فلسطين ..
فالعن كل المغضوب عليهم والضالين
وقــــل آمين ..
The smile played on her lips
Struggles to hold its shape
In the mirror she stands so still
The reflection is shown peaceful
Her eyes sparkle with innocense
There she hides here blood filled tears
The posture she has composed is so divine
But in her mind, she yearns to crumble on the floor
And succumb to the pain she's locked away
Pulling deeper down in her heart
Will tonight be the night her weakens overtakes
Allowing her swollen heart to brake
Her secrets eat away at her sanity
Her blood runs thin
The voices leaving a mark within
This trembling adored mad girl
Is lost inside this world
People come and embrace
She is long gone, A fallen girl of grace
All that's left is her stale reflection
Where you cannot see her depression
If only the mirror and our eyes could see
Is how broken is all she'll ever be
This beautiful girl stands infront for all to look
But to touch, to hold her
Is only in your mind
You cannot reach the soul she left behind
This precious rare girl will fade in time
She shall forever be in our memories
A mad bird murdered in our hopes of joy
What have I gotten myself into?
I've cornered myself and they're closing in,
but I did it to myself
I'm such a stupid kid
I'm just a stupid kid
and now its stupid kid vs. Fate
my future's determined by today
the today I'll undoubtedly blow off
put my responsibilities away,
and live miseribly another day
in this, stupid kid vs. Fate
another day, I'm falling further away
from what I'm supposed to be
what I'm expected to be
and now I'm wondering
if I were that, would I be happier?
they're manipulating me.
and now its stupid kid vs. Fate
my future's determined by today
the today I'll undoubtedly blow off
put my responsibilities away,
and live miseribly another day
in this, stupid kid vs. Fate
I'm such a stupid kid
I'm just a stupid kid
Dressed in flowing robes
he takes a promenade
Tipping his plumed head
respectfully
to those he meets
He smiles
He greets
His sword
stays in his scabbard
The other children
laugh and point
He is alone
I’m not a ghetto gangster
I’m not a fan of rap
I’m not a crazy vandal
And I’m not adorned with straps
I don’t drink any alcohol
I don’t smoke cigarettes
I don’t like random sex
And I don’t make vulgar threats
I’ve never been an arsonist
I’ve never stolen things
I’ve never made a prank call
And I’ve never had a fling
I’m not adorned with piercings
I don’t like the smell of pot
I’ve never crashed a car
I’m a teen; to THEM I’m not
Cold enveloping your entire body
Santa said that you've been naughty
Egging houses, throwing snow at cars
But over in China they're suffering from SARS
Opening presents you have'nt earned
The moral of the story is never learned
No misty songs of love rehearsed,
Just the sarcastic truth
To satisfy the mental thirst
Of your insurgent youth.
Let's play the drums of change, my friend,
And ditch this boring place,
Rage on until the bitter end
With tenderness and grace.
Natércia, let loose your light,
Illuminate and thrill,
Do not give in without a fight,
Oh sunshine of Brazil!
October 3, 2004
How does it feel
to never have to deal
I grew up just like you
except I created the glue
Once I turned my back on the game
a girl and my foolishness was to blame
Never turn on the family
I'll make sure that they rally
one day you might take a life
it could even be your wife
that's a sacrafice of the title
I bestow upon my little
Remember who you are
Alone you'll never be at war
With a great name
comes much to blame
Keep your eyes clear
In your heart, never have fear
When in need just call
your family will always be ready to ball
Never cloud your judgements
with drugs or other commitements
Never speak of who you are
to those who are just to far
Don't settle for a simple draft
Remember always your given craft
In all your exploits you must win
I will accept nothing less from my Next of Kin