Sean, as I re-read these words I realize they don't even begin to describe how I feel. I tried to pour out my heart on paper, but the right words just wouldn't come. I don't know if I can write anymore. At least, not until the pain of losing you subsides a little bit. This poem I wrote two nights ago does no justice to your memory whatsoever, but I had to get something on paper and this was all I could decipher from the helter-skelter thoughts that kept whirling around in my head. I hope that you like it. I miss you so very much, Sean....oh God how I miss you!!! Earlier I watched the video collage of your pictures, and you are so full of life in them, it's so hard to believe you're gone. I've heard so many great stories of things you've done for people, things you've said, and I just hope you know somehow that hearing the things your friends have told me has made me so very proud to have been your sister. I love you, Sean, and I miss you so very much. I can't wait to see you again.
