Sunrise

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Sunrise

Paranoia
Disappointment
Heart beating
Advice; you have your whole life
One more year goes by

Success
Looks different in my  eyes
Dicatamy; between the soul and mind
Judgement of man
Jealous but thought I was a  modest man

No results
Spoiled; only in my mind
It will come; mothers mind
Fading behind; comparing myself to others
Tired

Indecision
Why?
Grew up never wanting the present
No wear to go; in a casket
Darkness closing in

Regret
Rewind
Can't get her to feel
Memories
Victim of circumstance; bullshit

Reality vs. Perception
Right or wrong
Blame but who?
Myself
Can't be;I'm to selfish

Change
Young; can't be stuck in my ways
Ground hog day
But the situation is always the same
Can't; Won't; Will but never stays

Reality
It won't change
For you
Never
Faith; makes me laugh

Values
Deteration
Some how they have changed
Gone
innocence to far behind

Love
It is real by few
Family, Friends, and You
Mothers love; why me?

Realization
It's not them; Me?
Look around but can't relate
Medication; Panic sets in
Normalcy

Depression
Feeling Guilt
You had every chance
But your only doing ok
Who's mind; that's the question

The end
Suicide; to easy
Never crossed my mind
Has it?
I already feel Gone

Still Here
Watching the time
I can see light
Do I Deserve it
In the end ;  time