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walk by
i want to cry
but you dont seem to recognize
just see this smiling face
missing in my place
dont you see past my eyes
look deep and youll find
everything that she tries to hide
the raging flames of her desire
to fly away just to be higher
from what she lives through everyday
shes wishes there was just another way
things just arent the same
the only thing people know is her name
a trapped soul
filled with her tears
from all of the heartbreaking years
she suffurs in a deadly silence
set her loose
before she ends herself with a noose
building these walls for security
mainly because of her impurities
quietly she stares off into a distance
questioning her own existence
flashbacks flood her mind
missing everything she had
just took a turn for the bad
everything she was
now a trail of peices left behind
just wanting to rewined
for the sake of time
just sit there and pretend that shes fine
waiting to be revived
as shes nearly dead on the inside
but her she still stands in her desiguise
filled with all those caged in lies...

forever and always <3 Jenn