I lay on my bed and I stare at the ceiling
Wondering what is this feeling I’m feeling.
I run my hand through my face,
I reach my cheek
It’s that empty place
Arid and lonely like a desert.
I begin to ponder about love.
People say that the heart is the processor of emotions,
But if that is so, then what is blood?
It must be its messenger.
It delivers the good and the bad
It transports all that’s happy
And all that’s sad.
Well if that is the case, then you would find my life to be a void.
So, where are you to make me whole?
Did you get lost on the way here?
Will you ever even come?
Did the fog make you see unclear?
Won’t you knock on my door?
Will you leave me hanging?
Come here, and take away my suffering, I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
Illuminate my life,
Wash away my rain.
Brighten up my night,
Tell me that life is not all in vain.
Kiss my lips and tell me our love is strong
That it shines and holds itself like gold
And just like diamonds we share a bond that is indestructible.
Let me look into your eyes and get lost.
Let me hold you
And let me touch you.
But most importantly let me love you with every cell in my body.
I finally figured out
That you are the change
I walked in circles and around
Just to put the pieces as part of the chain.
Yet I still have so many questions
Where are you?
WHO are you?
When will you reach me?
‘Cause I believe you’re out there
Maybe just as lost as I am
One day though, when you enter my life
I will comprehend that the wait was worth the anguish and the hurt
And all the miserable sacrifice.
I wish on a shooting star
That wherever you are,
You are searching for me too.
And that you feel the same love that I do.
I won’t stop dreaming
I will never give up
With my life I will hold on to hope
And figure out the meaning
Of this puzzling feeling
That has surfaced from my heart
And brought together all the pieces
That were once set apart.
I will refuse to listen
When people call me a fool
Their thoughts are poisonous
Their words are cruel.
And just because I haven’t met you yet
Doesn’t mean I’m irrational
It just means I’m faithful and true
I have a disease
I am solely and unconditionally devoted to you.
I know you’re not yet real
But one day you will be
And together in our angelical embrace
The sunset we will see
Holding each other face to face
While watching the sun dance its way back to the horizon
Holding you, amazed at all your grace.
Everything with you is perfect
Our feelings are uncorrupted.
I can’t wait ‘till the day you are mine.
Darling my love is only sublime.
I run my hand through my face
I reach my cheek
It’s that empty place
Waiting to be filled.
I now stare at my bedroom wall
As I patiently wait for you,
My angel from the heavens to fall.
