I have a fear,
a fear of all that isn't.
A fear of a dark void,
an utter abyss,
a fear of no feeling,
a fear of not knowing,
a fear of unawareness.
A fear
of nothing.
The glass is half-empty,
the sidewalk's all cracks,
there's a pit in the ground
leading to nowhere,
leading to nothing,
leading to a void,
the path to being trapped,
trapped in an abyss,
trapped forever
with nothing.
I am afraid of nothing,
a fear of madness,
loosing my mind,
loosing my body,
loosing my voice,
loosing everything
and gaining nothing.
I'm not afraid of death,
I don't think its not fair.
It happens to everyone,
and we all have it
for the same amount of time-
eternity.
Life's the one that's not fair,
but everyone knows that
and no body cares,
not anymore.
Life's life.
You gotta cling to it,
you gotta live it,
'cause letting go
when you still have a chance
is quitting.
Facing fears,
overcoming.
How do I do that?
When my fear is of nothing?
A void.
An abyss.
No colour.
No sound.
No body around.
Nothingness,
I swear nothing's more terrifying
than nothing.
I have a fear of nothing,
a fear of everything gone,
disappearing before my eyes.
A fear of the hole
that leads to nowhere,
only down
or up,
depending on how you see it.
I have a fear of the glass half empty,
seeing only what's not there,
seeing only darkness,
blinded to all light.
A fear of falling
without the sensation,
without gravity,
without a body,
dropping my mind,
loosing it forever.
I have a fear of nothing.
Because sometimes the most terrifying things
are things we cannot see.
And nothing is nothing,
You can't fight nothing.