I'm going numb.
I can't feel anything
Inside besides a pump
That prohibits my feeling .
There's nothing inside,
Besides thoughts of
How I let this happen in my
Head, no more feeling love.
I don't know why it's dead,
But all I know is that
Nothing bothers my head
More than I'll never get back.
Back to what,
You may ask,
I'll reply, but
Not until after this task.
Thoughts inside me no longer
Haunt me, I'm free from
Hurting myself, yet so somber
Inside me brain. Nothing is what I've become