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My Ex-Jellybean

All your dirty water is sinking my boat.
I'm honestly surprised I'm still afloat.
This is complete nonsense. I don't
Want to be the guy who you know
Wants to be more than a friend,
But you treat him like a boyfriend
And say he's your best friend.
I just want all of it to end.
You make me feel like a fool,
Nothing to you but a common tool.
You used to be my queen, you ruled 
Over my heart. You were the wool
That kept the sheep warm. I
Was the sheep. Now I despise
What we've become. I've cried
Over you, I seriously might die
Over you. You were everything
To me. You ended my misery,
And even through our fighting
I still want you. You were my Tree
Of Life, and I made sure you stayed
Alive. I watered you, I paid 
Attention to make sure I made 
You happy. I'd have laid 
Out my final coat
That I'll ever own 
To make sure you won't
Walk in a puddle. I don't 
Believe that we're meant for 
This. I wanted more
For us. You shut that door,
I wanted to explore
The bad and assess
The damage. I obsessed 
Over it. I'll confess
That you're not my princess
Anymore, but I'll never
Get over it. Forever 
I'll have your memory. Sever 
Our ties? I'll keep the thoughts hidden clever.
You'll never steal
What I thought was real,
Even though you broke the steel
That bonded us, I still feel 
Like there's a little bit of hope.
I honestly can't cope
With the fact we can't elope
Together. Let's start with a new rope
And begin tying together another chance,
I know you hate these rants
But it's all I have to keep my pants
From slipping away. I was France, 
And you were the ruler. Not really,
I was just a fool.

 
Author's Notes/Comments: 

I just want help making this better. 

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Sassylass's picture

The only way

I know of to heal it's to withdraw from the source of the injury.

she burned you. And the tempest raging inside you won't stop if you keep on feeding that demon by being anywhere near her.

 Sorry,but that is truth

wishing you better,

Koko


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