such a lonely place far away from everything dark i should say I was there once before had a few memories there
But tonight I'll leave with a lot behind i Never thought I would think of the unthinkable but I guess its been hunting me for a while. but I'm just sitting here thinking about a few thoughts that just seem to run through my head its not that I have gave up it's just there's nothing more to it its like the ending to a story book. It can't not be continue if there's not a main character.but hopefully you would understand I've tried and soon enough all this pain will go away. Just hope one day you could be happy as for that's all I wanted.
As I grab my knife and my rope I take the longest walk that feels like its never ending. Time pasting by as I climb the tree of my destination. At the top memories Seem to think differently as I prepare everything that I think would make this pain go away. but flashback of my beloved and family seem to not shake off as I continue in the last minute I jump. In the struggle I think about her I think about them I try to pull my myself up the tree thinking if this was the end I managed to pulled myself up as I take the rope off my neck and drop down.
On the ground scared and shaking in pain tears start falling down as I struggle weak Trying to get up I walk over the same path to home taking forever I cried the tears won't go away thinking about everything I site down on the couch and the golden follows he lays nexts to me licking my cuts as I fall asleep tears still falling down my face After a while the golden licks my face and wakes me up. Is it a dream I thought I walk Tours the bathroom I Look at myself in the mirror at that point I already knew it wasn't a dream ......