The pain i feel

The pain I feel will not subside
The regret of our downfall hurts too much to hide
I know where I went wrong No excuses for my position
Yet it just kills me inside That you think you were always right on every condition
So many worthless arguments Situations to be handled differently
Now the hurt’s built up to a point That we both given up permanently
My words enflamed with anger Spit out venom of hurt and tears
While your verbal lashings made me feel stranger Every now and then raising my fears
So long we waited to be together And at the end at what cost?
We both blew it with our actions, Now we sit here dazed from the loss
At the end of the day its pointless To sit here and point fingers
My heart was truly yours, My whole essence wrapped around your finger
Could be that was my mistake, Giving it all to you
But you deserved every bit of it Seems I didn’t give enough so now we’re through
You gave me all of you I can’t even lie, You opened my heart with your love
Why the fuck did I not protect it
My heart thumps loud in my chest, It misses you so much
Yet I’ve come to the realization That no longer will I feel your touch
No longer hear your voice Whispering in my ear
No longer kiss your lips Hold you tight so you have no fear
I long to look in you eyes And feel your Love burn for me
The only burning I see is bitterness It’s choked our love and can no longer breathe
So many hopes so many dreams
So many fights so many screams
I was wrong in many ways, Yet so were you in due time youll see
So with these words I say My final sweet goodbye
I hope these words speaks my tears Because this man refuses to cry
Goodbye

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