Trying to put the past behind!!!
My past has always been here in the front of me
Always first never last ever vigil never free
It stays within my sights taunting me always unkind
With every breath I take im trying to put the past behind
Some days are easier and some are impossible to do
But I keep going one step maybe two I haven’t a clue
Maybe I will reach the other side of my past in my mind
With every beat of my heart im trying to put the past behind
I plead to God to take the painful memories far far away
But I think Im cursed because here they are and here they stay
But maybe there just a reminder of who I was back then
Maybe they remain to remind me to never go back there again
Going back would mean ive failed to have my past confined
So with every part of me im trying to put the past behind
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