I keep on trying to forget the past
Yet no matter what I do it creeps back in.
All the support doesn't seem to matter at times.
When you ache for the Loving arms of your parents around you.
To know they will never accept you for the person you are.
For my Heart will ache till the day I die!
This is such a terrible place to be stuck in.
Never to be Loved from the ones who brought you into this
world.
My goal is to fill this Empty Heart of mine with all the Love
I can give while helping others who have been hurt like me.
Zulaikah
10/19/98