I woke up one morning just to realize that my life was not the same. I learned that something is missing, something is wrong. I sat on one side and got myself into thinking. What was really happening to in my life? Whats wrong? Im not like this before. Im a girl who happened to be full of energy, full of life, but why in a sudden I changed. What happened to my old self? Then I realized that I changed because of you. You came into my life when the least I expected you will. When the time you came I forgot to wear my shield, the one I always wore to guard my heart. You came unexpectedly I wasnt prepared. When you came I wasnt aware of what you will bring in my life. I never imagine and I never plan but it just happened I fall in love. I have loved you more than what is enough. I even forgot to left any to myself, I gave all I can give just to make you happy. I even lost my identity since then. I thought everything would be fine, It didnt occur to me that things are changing, some people do and youre one of them. You left me the same way when you arrived, but by this time it affects me more. More than I could ever imagine. You hurt me more than words can ever say and the most worst part of it, when you leave you bring a part of me. I know from that day on that my life will never be the same, that my life will not back like those old days. Because I know deep inside something is missing, something is wrong that you alone can replace and you alone can make it whole. A piece of me that will always be yours.
4/7/04