I keep my thoughts in a hidden place
No one could ever guess what I'm thinking by looking at my face
People often ask me. "What's Wrong"?
And I just look and say nothing
I try not to respond
But I know what's wrong
It's my heart
It keeps breaking
And singing the same meloncholy song.
In my mind are many things.
Behind my smile
Is instilled pain
Behind my cheer
Is engraved shame
In my head
I have many people to blame.
But blaming doesn't bring me any just
I just walk around being miserable and fuss
Optimism doesn't exsist
Depresssed I defintly am
And no one seems to understand
No one see's that some days
I want to die.
Look into my hopeless eyes
It just means I want to die
Rest my head in peace
From this life I want to be released.