Don't you just hate not knowing? With things like the future, and what someone else is thinking. What about your own feelings? That poses an even bigger issue for most people. What am I feeling? Why do I feel this way? These are the questions I have asked myself everyday since you came along. I have felt love, I have felt hate, which actually aren't really that different. I have felt indifference, but none of those feelings compare to how I feel about you. You are totally different from anything I have ever experienced. You test my boundaries, yet you are my comfort. You have my heart, but I don't love you. We are something more than the word love. We are so perfect for each other; but are too special to be confined to the word "relationship". You say that we are not "together" but in the actual sense of the word we are. It means one; in harmony. That we are my Spike. You complete me. You make me whole.