So Alone

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Depression

First time in a while I feel so alone

I let my baby go

First time in a while I feel heart broken

God gave me something special

And I didn’t give it a chance to workout



It was the first day of school I was feeling a little nervous

I had just changed schools

Seen u sitting next to me and thought could it be

Before I knew it I had left without saying a word to you

But when your ment to be you’re meant to be

Is that why my locker was next to yours

I don’t know yes I do, baby I don’t know much of anything anymore

Except you’re the love of my life and that’s true



Days turned to weeks, weeks into months without nothing more than a hi how you doing

It was an early October morning

First week of the month when destiny finally brought us together

Five days later what took 17 years was finally complete



On our first date you shocked the hell outta me

When your lips met mine

We was both a little scared but it might have been the movie

I dunno yes I do, baby I don’t know much of anything anymore

Except I love you with all of my heart



Baby you made my life complete

You made it worth living

No one will ever take your place

Your name will always stay in my heart

And your face will never leave my mind



In the first month we shared our first kiss, had our first date, even met one another’s family

We shared so many precious moments

Damn I cant go on without you

We celebrated sweetess day at my house

I got to meet your cousin

Which you said was important

And on the bad side we had our first argument



In the second month of my dream I was scared of waking up from we

Went out shopping

Man that was fun

But not as fun as November 15th

That’s the night we had our first freaky night

I was a little nervous at first but when you let me get inside of you I knew everything would be just fine

We had our first family dinner a couple weeks later

It was at Chicago dough

Man we had some good times

Damn we had some bad times

And ill never forget the night you left for Tennessee

I felt so alone but not as alone as I feel right now




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