Forgiveness isn't easy to earn from me.
I think I'm just too nice sometimes.
Each time passes by for me,
I think about letting old friends back into my life.
Looking back to how I was before,
I'm too embarrassed to comprehend it.
It's my fault for most of these problems.
Why not just be mature and fix them all?
But then again, they were the ones
That treated me like I was nothing.
Maybe that's why I was so angry and emotional.
I hated everything that came from them.
It's amazing how I managed to deal with them.
Maybe I had too much hope for them.
I always took the path that would be better
As they're left to deal with their lives.
It feels so much better being happy,
But being alone kinda feels painful sometimes.
No matter what, I'll never forgive them.
I just don't care anymore for them.