There's This One Chick

That really gets on my tiniest nerves with her fatass dragging it all the way down till it gets broken. I vehemently regret calling her my own "twin" when me and her aren't exactly alike at all. She was never like a sister to me. She'd always bitch and moan about small problems that no one would care about. And then, she would always assume that I'm angry whenever she sees me. No, I'm never angry. I'm just irritated and annoyed often, mostly by her. A fair-weather friend, she is. Whenever I hang out with her and get busted by my mom, she would just ditch me and not stand up to her. But then she would just talk smack like she would have yelled at her or punch her in the face. Bullshit! I get slapped and beaten by my mom just because I was friends with a selfish coward who abandons someone that they claimed to "care" about the most... It's all bullshit!! And then one day, she stops hanging out with me after I started going out with my boyfriend. Before I come into my Creative Writing class, she was just talking to him like they used to in middle school. As I walked in late, they stop and she just snaps at him, telling him to never talk to her again. (He told me the before part) After class, I went to the bathroom and she starts bitching me out about how I "abandoned" her for my boyfriend. Dude, what the fuck? I wanted to punch her hard in her face and break her glasses and cut her brain veins from her cyst. At that moment, she knew that I hated her and she just walked out, being a coward of not hearing me say those three words she deserved to hear. During my 8th period class, she threatened to commit suicide because I was hanging out with my boyfriend and not her. I told her that if she wanted to do it, then it's her choice. I didn't give a crap whether or not she was gonna hang herself. I didn't care. Me abandoning her? That bitch is speaking my mind out! SHE was the one that fucking keeps on hanging out with other people and not coming up/texting me hi and never asks me to hang out with her anymore. I was the one that kept on doing that and was waiting for her to do those. Nothing came from her. And a few weeks later, she wrote a note that said "Slut" and "Stupid cunt" and shoved it into my locker. I took it and spat on it, letting the ghosts know that she has the most hate from me. She's definitely gonna see Amia, my dark ego within me. If she wants depression and suicide, then I'm gonna give her those things. After all, she does deserve it. Ashleigh, if you ever read this, then know that I fucking HATE you and you can die for all I care.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

10/23/12
I wrote my thoughts out on this day because I was keeping it inside for so long and I had to let it all out. I'm so sorry, notebook. T.T

In addition, she messages me about how she still cares and wants to fix our friendship. I decided eh, why not and be friends with her again. Although, I wasn't gonna be a shadow to her this time. And guess what she fucking does and says every time I hang out with her? She still fucking talks shit and says hateful things about people behind their backs, including some of my friends. And she asks me how many times I fucked my boyfriend. Wtf? That's none of her business! And I don't "fuck" him. I love him and he loves me, so it's not sex; it's called making love. So after I moved back to California, she posts more hateful shit on Facebook, even about the school pages about how it's faggish and stupid and useless. I commented on it, saying that even though she's not friends with those people, everyone can still see it and she needs to stop being hateful and start being more positive. She just snaps at me saying why should I care and it's only an opinion. I decided fuck it, and started to snap at her by saying you're right I shouldn't give a fuck anymore about that school and everyone decided to gang up on me by saying I'M the hateful one. What the fuck? I deleted those people, including her and she still talks shit about me. So I decided to tell her all the truths, including saying that I laughed at how her stupid druggie brother got into an accident and got his neck broken. She then calls me immature. If she wanted truths, then she has no right to complain about it. Fucking hypocrite. And then calls me a whore and slut. Hello, you're the fucking slut, sucking you're ex's dick in the back of a carnival building while he's DATING someone and then telling me about how you loved it and loved how he came in your mouth. Ugh, I'm just moving on, being happy that I'm not at that school anymore and having something better. I'm going back to that state in about a year and a half for college and seeing my family and boyfriend again, so that's a bit better.

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