I don't want to live,
It get worse day by day,
I cut my wrist as I watch it bleed,
During school plotting ideas to kill myself,
Just because no one talked to me,
They all said bad things,
Who would have guessed,
I would have been next to go,
Every night hurting my self more and more,
Just waiting till I get to go,
I find someone that I like,
Thinking they like me too,
We go for weeks,
I am as happy as I could be,
Soon to find he was cheating on me,
I whip out the blade and cut and cut,
Till I can't cut anymore,
Next thing I know,
I see people crying,
Praying just hoping for me to be alive,
I have fainted from so much blood lose,
Damn I wish I wasn't around today,
Maybe I can do better next time,
I don't want to live.