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I don't really want him, do I?
I don't really want him, I'm happy as I am
i get a cuddle... sometimes, and an "I love you" when he can
maybe I kinda want him, or maybe I really do
But I've known him for so long, why now? Why you?
Could I really have him, how long will it last?
there's no way it'll last too long, surely this'll pass
Why do i want him, he's happy as he is
his Friend loves him dearly, though they don't really kiss...
He's happy yet I want him, when all i do is harm
there's seriously something making this human bare no calm
I'm happy yet i want him, when he's sworn to his female mate
when all I bring is suffering on a tattered broken plate
I'll be happy when i have him, when i know he's mine
and slowly but surely break him with mortal emotional crime
But slowly when i have him, the happiness will subside
I'll break his heart and crush him and watch him as he cries
Surely because I want him, so i don't want him to hurt
why can't i just leave it as a casual sweet flirt
He wont want me to have him, he speaks of her too much
I know that he adores her and everything, mines a secret crush
Secretly I actually have him and secretly he's mine
he just doesn't know it yet, slowly, in due time...
