& it all started so innocently

How can you just waltz into my life

and stir up these emotions I did not know I had

only to waltz right back out

even faster than you came into it?

 

You squeezed my frigid heart until it bled

then turned and ran so fast and so far

that all I was left with was 

a pile of dust and broken-heart blood.

Is that what you do?

Do you always give birth to stomach butterflies

and then fucking crush them when their wings start to flutter?

 

Or is it just me?

Did you choose me as your victim 

because you saw my useless heart worn so casually on my sleeve?

Because you knew that it would 

mean nothing to caress it and then crush it 

without a second thought?

 

Maybe you just knew that

pain is my drug.

You acted as the needle and shot it right into my blood stream.

Now the hurt just courses through my veins

and your fucking name

leaves a bitter taste in my mouth

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I never thought I'd fucking write about you -_-;