Some things prove to hurt,
& some people also.
These things make you feel like dirt,
even though you try not to let it show.
You just sit & dream about your life changing,
& wish of what you want your friends to think.
When your friends talk about you, you don't feel a thing.
Although you feel as though your heart has just sank.
I dream of one day be-friending my enemies,
also my old friends who don't like me anymore.
I would pay any amount of fee,
to know what my life is meant for.
I know I will go through this all again,
& I just cry just thinking about it.
This is the end,
So just fuck all this shit!