Are you happy that you have won?
I can't even sleep to escape you,
You haunt both my nightmares and my dreams,
I'm not dead because that means you haunt me constantly,
I'm not ready to have you on my mind and not force a smile,
It hurts when I think of you and what you did,
Suffering through rape-related post-traumatic stress disorder,
It's been over a year but I'm still not over it,
I think of it every time I see your face,
So just leave me alone and go kill yourself.