Run away, run away..
Into the darkness,
Is where I shall stay.
You cannot have me.
You should’ve taken better notice,
As I sat upon your shelf.
Your words like poison..
Brought me crashing down.
The broken pieces of me,
Lay on the floor.
My heart forever lost,
my soul you tore.
I’m broken,
And I don’t care.
I let myself,
Be lost in this nightmare.
You used me.
You abused me.
And now you’re going to lose me.
Go back to her arms..
Rush into her sunlight.
Get away from my fucking sight.
I don’t know you,
And I’m through.
I’ll walk the lonely road that I choose.
With no destination,
And nothing to lose.
Where will I go..
What will I do..
Does it even matter to you?
There are more important things,
But I could care less.
I’m such a fucking mess.
I feel disgusting and slightly used.
Everything about me has been abused.
My value of life,
Decreasing in time.
I’m no longer the pretty doll,
Made to sit upon that shelf.
My purpose gone,
I can no longer be strong.
Alone in this world,
And the next.
At least I can say..
You were the best.
I fell so hard,
I fell so far,
As I was gazing at the evening star.
Leave me alone.
Just walk away..
Like you always do.
I told you before,
It’s fucking through.
Don’t touch me,
Because I’ll break you.
My pieces sharp,
Like that razor you use.
Why do you stand there?
And torment me..
When we both know,
You’re just going to leave.
Throw me away,
I’ll still stay.
Forever imprisoned,
Never to be washed away.
What a horrid tragedy,
Your words are almost as genuine,
As your pity.
Say goodbye.
But don’t cry..
We all know you’re a lie.
Scream and cry.
Truth and lie.
Dark and light.
Love and hate,
Open the door as I step through the gate.
Let the darkness welcome me,
And you will see..
The ugly side,
The truthful pain.
That this is nothing but a game.
You bet everything,
And now you’ve lost.
My love, myself and me,
Was the tragic cost.