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Peronality Disorders
As my mind crosses that depression border
Way to long a list of personality disorders
Whats my problem with you, I totally forgot
Was it love or friendship that I have sought
Wanting to get close to people so hard to do
Fear sets in, just like a ghost saying "BOO"
So afraid to lose the ones I love
Wish I could fly with no cares, just like a dove
Lost way too many people in the past
Please try to bear with me, I want this to last
Can't think straight, in my mind keep pushing you away
Just like your the enemy, me keeping you at bay
No matter how hard I try
Seems like all I can do is cry
Seeing your face
Wishing for that sweet embrace
Coming to me with all that caring
I get totally scared, cant be that daring
Like one really bad life long nightmare
Running away from it all, too much to bear
Get so close, yet still real far
My heart surrounded by thick steel bars
Or maybe a huge steel vault
How the hell do I find all these faults
In so many people that I care for
Just wanna run screaming out the door
Maybe hang myself, or cut my wrists
Hell no, not gunna, that would leave people clenching there fists
In anger or even sadness, maybe me they would miss
Although I dont understand why
Keep pushing them away, even they want to die
How can I keep from doing all this shit?
I'm falling into a deep dark helpless pit
All I know is I want back over that border
Away from all these fucking Personality Disorders
