Suicide Note

-verse-

I'm sorry,

I know I've said that many times before,

You probably wish you could have helped me out,

I always was a selfish whore,

I regret a lot of things I did,

That I couldn't go back and change,

Even if I could, I probably would,

Make the same mistakes again.



-bridge-

And I love you, you have no idea,

Love you enough to prevent the hurt,

I could have caused in the future, dear.

But you know, I know,

The pain is gone... from now on..



-chorus-

And this is my.. goodbye.. lullaby,

Calm yourself down, I'm still kinda' around,

I'm in your heart, your dreams,

Where everything is happier than your life may seem,

So don't cry anymore,

Be happy I'm happy now,

Just keeping a few friends company,

Up here in the clouds, and I'm sorry.



-verse-

I Feel bad,

You alwats looked up to me, but you shouldn't now,

My life just wasn't easy and,

I tried to take.. The painful way.. Out.

I wish that I could hug you again,

But I can only hug your heart,

Just think of me, when you're unhappy,

We'll never mentally be.. apart



-bridge-

-chorus-

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Fallen Child's picture

i really like this song. it would mean a lot to some of the people i know... i think youre a very good song writer and i wish you luck with the whole wanting a band thing...

"i'm losing faith in humanity- one person at a time."

xfenderxjunkiex's picture

Re:

Even though this comment was posted a long time ago I thought I'd reply. :)
I never did get a band - decided to go solo. It's worked very well so far. Thanks for your positive comments, they're greatly appreciated. I'll be sure to check out some of your stuff in the near future when I have the chance.

Amber