A deep saddening fills my heart with pain
Scars that run too deep
Not even the best medicine in the world could mend my wounds
The pain and destruction filling me
I’m not able to hold anything else but anger
Too much weight to carry by myself
Yet it is I alone who must bear my own burden
Those who loved me, will befall a fateful end to a friend
A destiny that must be filled in order to be set free
My release is but a step from the edge
The light has left my heart tonight
Leaving me cold, dark, and empty
With nothing to fulfill
Only one goal to end it all
To reach my salvation, my nurturing period
A razorblade to scratch the itch on my arm
Is cured by the red
My life draining from my veins falling before me
Never ceasing to fall to the ground
Despair set within me, to smile at the sun
This nightmare that befalls me
A dream that I am living in the real world
It cannot stop me, as I look down to the earth below
I see the end
I spread my wings and take my leap of faith
The wind brushing against my body
Comforting me as I close my eyes on my way down to my end
I can hear the cries of my loved ones, as I gently wipe my tears away
My wings disintegrate, to hasten my death
Their biddings cannot reach me now, for I am too far down
Almost there, I clench my fists
There is no turning back now
The sun warming my face as I turn to face it
Spreading my body out above the spikes
Crashing down and impaling myself upon my end
As my life fades, I look up to the sky one last time
And give a smile to those I loved
This is my end, I’ve finally gone away