Looking in the water
Staring at my reflection
Seeing what makes me
What creates me, what builds this into what I am
I can see my thoughts in my head
Everything becoming so clear
But still the question lingers, “how did I get this way?”
Closing my eyes, the spirit of time takes me away
To how it used to be
It used to be real and straight
Always with a smile
Embraced by a circle of love
Admired by many, though hated by more
The light was still in my heart then
The silent night came, and turned into evil
The bloody screams and the horrifying echoes still play in my mind
Like a broken record, never stopping nor pausing
Images of blood splattered walls
Limbs separated from their host
The guts of life spewed across the floor
Falling to my knees, my heart stops
My mind breaking and falling apart
Cracking and crumbling to the ground
My insanity breaking free, but my silence is golden
The sun rising, looking at the carnage in my space
The same image as the night before, but with more clarity
The images getting darker while the sun gets brighter
My bones and muscles aching from the lack of movement
Sitting in despair for one night
So many thoughts and emotions at once
Too much for the human mind to bear at once
My bloodshot and dried eyes… lacking the strength to move
A glowing white hand, reaching out to my head
Lending me the courage and strength to move on
To avenge what I have lost
My own blood, splattered on the floor
Going further into my question
All of my training
The early dawn of knowing what I know
The sweat, the blood, and the pain
All for revenge which still resides in my head
As days go by, the clouds become darker
Slipping into silent madness
My thoughts are my own, not to share with others
Deception not by choice, but by nature
Yet, never harm those who do not deserve to die
The rules of assassination scribed in mental blood on thin paper
Stay in my head, read by my third eye
Constantly overlooking, my desire is my life
The way I have chosen
Is the way I live
I look around
At the bodies on the floor
The lives I have taken
But not caring, a sigh of relief, for no regrets
Walking along the blood-splattered walkway
Not a damn thing will I care about
Because they were in my way
They took their own lives; I was just the one who helped them along
I close my eyes to find my desire to destroy
I open my eyes, a thunderstorm before me rages with fury
The rain pouring hard, making it impossible to see
But my vision is not impaired
A silhouette of a man in armor appears
Bearing the evil smile and stench of death on his blade
Blood dripping from the bone slicing edge
The town of the dead and gone
Is now an epic battleground for the hate and vengeful
That familiar face, the familiar smell of death
Awakens my dark memory of that night
The night when my life was taken away from me
This battle, for the sake of love and family
Burn passionately in my darkened heart
Swords clashing and sparking on impact
The wind blowing with fury, the rain hindering both sights
It does not stop there
With each clash, more hatred grows inside of me
Fueling my fire, my rage burning like a furnace of inferno
The one, who took my life, stands before me
Our swords touching together, with every contact
Comes another evil grin
With every contact
Comes more fire for me to hate with
Hopping along the rooftops, but never giving up the fight
Cutting my back, the blood flowing from me
Putting me on the ground, yet fighting to get up
Raising his sword in the air, smiling down at me
I look up, gathering the strength for one final thrust
Impaling my hatred and despair into his heart, I pull out
As lightning strikes his blade, electrifying him to dust
The fight is done, is finally over with
I walk along the grass, coming across a lake
Back to where it all started
Please forgive my heart for growing dark and cold
Death is all I know
It is the only thing that drives me
To keep my sanity I must kill
Drawing my sword
Ending my hatred, with the only smile I will ever crack
Laying there, I look up to the sky as I close my eyes
Feeling the release overcome by a warm light
I am finally free to live and die peacefully