Constant divisions of sincerity
I counted my blessings while being in your arms
But now that is not so
Now that we've started to combat one another
I wonder if our flame still burns
My heart grows cold without that candle
It withers away with the wind fataly blowing
In feral anger I lose myself
Why wont this end?
We make each other suffer
You dont want the distance
And neither do I
I dont want the fighting
But we do, and all I can give you is a cry
Both ends of the stick seems to have their faults
But mine seems to shine ever so elegantly
A poor defense for our fear
But a strong attack for our anger
Is not the way it should be
My negatives seem to be the vision of me that you see
And while my purest tries to break free
It is subsided by the evil that lurks around me
I'm breaking free
In the time of leaving my former self behind
I'm still accused of being with it
Chained by your words of disbelief
Bound infinitely to this wall
Sometimes I feel as if there is no way to escape
And I feel, even if we become juxtaposed again
That uncertain feeling will linger within your head
So I sit here in regression
I sometimes wonder if your heart is still true to mine
Don't waste my time
My path has been darkened now
I'm walking blindly along this river
Only to fall in when the time comes
I will drown in my sufferings
From that of which I deserve