I know things between us have faltered
But nothing is in perfect order
In life people will come and go
They will leave their place in your heart
They will inscribe their path into your memory
But you
You're different, you inscribe so much more than just you
I know that I've hurt you in more ways that I could understand
Time will mend our wounds
How I wish I could be near you
When I hold you, I find my inner peace
My sanity restored
My desire to touch your lips
The instrument of your beautiful poetry
As I write my heart
My eyes begin to water
My pain surfacing through my shell
How I want to be with you
But it is my own fault that we've decided otherwise
Even though this thought is not as bad as it could be
It still kills me inside that I must see you in a different light
For the time being, I only pray that you and I could be together again
It seems forever that I have to wait, but if thats how it is
Then its forever that I will wait
Its my own fault that we've slightly turned the other cheek
My sleepless nights dwell on the fact
That it was my own addiction that was starting to kill us
But you pulled the plug on me
You've opened my eyes to a new light
I will walk with you on this new path of life
The only thing I have is your word that you will come back to me
But my faith lies in you that things will come around
I take comfort knowing that you wont play with my heart
Like others have in the past
Our definitive structure will concrete one day
But for now I will wait
And for whats its worth, its well worth it
I almost lost you once, I will not lose you ever