Endless questions with no answers
A waving battle that switches heads more than Godo
Through all of the dark storms
I have walked by your side to help light the way
You never had to fight alone, never had to cry alone
Wiping away those tears, the sun shined on you always
You were never in the dark
In times past I once threw you to the abyss
For the sake of keeping false hope alive
Eyes wide open, I saw the decay of her words
They filled me like water in a glass
I swam in this pool of despair
Drowning and suffocating, you reached in to pull me out
You gave me life once again
How can I tell you how sorry I am?
Forgiveness, an unconditional virtue of yours
A virtue I lack the will to place upon myself
Spinning on the downward spiral
You were there to catch me, and lift me back up
"Forgive yourself" you told me
But how do you atone something that cant be forgiven?
How can I tell myself I'm sorry for giving hell another angel to desecrate?
In the time to come, we always seem to drift apart
Upon this ocean of madness, your name was always on my mind
Your smile, I cherished so deeply
The radiance of your eyes
Captured me like an animal in a cage
Through thick and thin
You've always managed to catch up to me
Your mysterious ways of fate never seems to falter
For even when you werent here, you always have been
Wandering back to the abyss
A cry for help, a desperate call of salvation
I ran to pull the hand out, to find it was you again
When karma played its hand, life flowed into you once more
Those radiant eyes, now dead and broken
For the devil came back for his angel
I saw through his jesterly ways
His mindtricks that took the light from you
Holding you in my arms, giving you the strength to fight
My own despair gaping that hole into my soul again
The devil laughing, as he reminds me of my own choices
Karma played its hand once more, falling ill to his words
Oblivion and destruction reigned in me once again
For his words penetrated you, and you left me in the abyss
Just as I did you
NO MORE!
Breaking through the vines that wrapped around me
Releasing the thorns that pierced me
Scraping the blood that came from me
I will bleed no more for this
Contemptuous insignificance
The devil you killed, and me you found
Destroyed and obliterated again
How do I find the words to tell you that you are the one I cherish?
You are the one I want to walk this path with
Confined inside, scared of your answer
A look of your eyes, a taste of your lips
Will answer those endless questions
How can I go about, telling you exactly
What I wanna tell you?