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Old School My racing heart pumps fear
My worries surface
The indecent sweat pouring from my head
Its that un-nerving feeling
The everlasting negatives that plague me
Where is it that I've lost myself?
Or maybe I was never there
Silly qualms igniting my fire
Worried about what matters not
But not worried about what matters most
Always looking in the wrong direction
To find the answers I seek
But what answers can I find
If the questions I ponder about are too hard to ask?
So absent minded
Sometimes I forget even the simple things
Its not by my will to forget, it happens
My impatience causes instability
My own biggest fault, none of which anyone is to blame
My quickness to judge
Not seeing the truth before me
Not seeing the matter at hand
In a bigger picture
Not hearing both sides
This flaw that hides the truth from me
Forces me to make improper decisions
Causing me to conjure the wrong ideas
I'm falling into a deep hole
No light can be seen, just darkness in front of me
Why cant I escape this prison
These chains which bind me here
My eyes burned by my ignorance
Each passing day without you makes it harder to bear
My love for you is undying and eternal
All I want is to be near you
To feel your skin against my own
To kiss your soft tender lips
Why is it that we have to fight great odds?
Foiled by these battles
I was burned and broken
The blood on these hands
The tears from these eyes
The hatred from this will
Its all a menagerie of anger
In the end of the days
When the battles are done
We will bond as one
Our wounds will heal
But until that day
You’ll just be bound by others ignorance
And I will be locked in this prison
