Our brightest days
Are turning into our darkest hours
This storm upon us took me by surprise
I never expected the damage to be done
The pain to be so real
When it hits home like it has
Everything surrounding me blanketed in the darkness
My mind going in infinite circles
Confused about how to deal with the pain
How to deal with everything
You were the one who always got me by
The one whom I could turn to for love and comfort
Then I find it is you who conjured the storm between us
The raging winds that whistles a deadly hymn
I can feel it
The knife in my back
The pouring rain of deceit coming forth
How can I stop this storm?
The reason you conjured this storm
Was because of my own flaws
I've accepted who you are
But you find the things about me
Are too hard to accept
I'm sorry for being me
My flaws make your heart sink
My love for you is great
But your will for this is untrue
How can I keep a clean slate
When you hang the threat of killing me
Over my head like toys over a babys crib
But somehow I feel
That this decision is not yours alone
Theres an outside influence
Another factor to the equation
Maybe its just me
Maybe I'm just weird in that sense
But somehow, this feeling inside of me
Tells me that this decision was not yours alone
But it doesnt matter now
You have your heart set
and I dont want to combat that
You will always be in my heart
Maybe one day you can accept me for who I am
And you can call this storm off of me
I have hope yet, but maybe the time is not yet ripe
One day the answers will become clear to me
I need to find some clarity, some tranquil thought
My mind is still racing around in circles