tell

i'll never amount to much

unless my clothes are on your floor

shut the door

secrecy is the key to success.

 

hushed voices, no one has to know

no one will find out 

how many times i said no

until i tell.

 

the regret can only be drowned in bottles of cheap wine

and stranger's bed sheets

so i can remember their smell

and not yours.

 

the day i told was the day i hated myself the most

a little slip costing your life

or at least the next few years.

 

the day i realised what you did was the day i started denying myself

the thought of being human

and being worth something more

than a 

dirty

fucking

 

               whore. 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

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