Suicide
A strong word
With a strong meaning
No one could ever understand
The way you must feel
To contemplate this
To make it real
To be surrounded by darkness
With no way out
To see no light for the future
To forget what life's about
Pain takes over
Emptiness kicks in
Angry at the world
Hurt deep within
It all gets too much
To cope with, it all gets too much
To live with. But you can’t share the
Problems, due to broken trust
Taking your own life
Prevents anyone else from ruining it
As you’re in control, it’s your decision
To surrender yourself or to battle through
But every time your heart beats
It hurts
And every time your heart bleeds
It hurts
As you hold onto your dream
Through the clouded vision of sight
You wish it had been different
You’d wish there was light
But as time goes on
Reality shows you
That you’d never be who you wished you’d be
And you’d never make it through
So you kill the suffering
You stop the memories
And the pain fades away
It seeps out into the darkness
As your soul flutters into the night
As your heart has given up
And your body has lost the fight
It’s all over
For once and for all
The pain, the hurt, the memories.
Every time you fall
More of your hope is lost
Waiting to be found
Before it’s too late
Before you hit the ground
In silence.