Every time it’s the same
Old story, the same old pain
The same old reasons,
That make me insane
But why do I do it
Is the question you ask
To make it go away
To make happiness last
But when the hurt rises up
As the smile fades away
I cut to make it go
I cut to make it stay
When I am so numb
And nothing is real
I cut to see
I cut to feel
When I am angry
And when I am broken
I cut to punish and release
I cut to show the words unspoken
When tears won’t flow
I cut
When anger can’t be expressed
I cut
When emptiness takes over
I cut
And when I’m stressed
I cut
It’s become my life support
It’s become my routine
It’s become my secret
It’s become my morphine
It’s all I have left
Since the rest has gone
It’s always there
When the rest has gone
Unless you’ve led my life
You will never understand,
So don’t judge me for what I do
But judge me for who I am.