I’m sorry for everything
I am just a worthless nothing
I’m fading away with all this pain
At last you know I am insane
I hope you live your life with no regrets
Coz believe me mistakes are hard to forget
You don’t know what you got yourself into
Until someone tells you
But by then it’s too late
God’s already planned out your fate
I’m really sorry for ruining your life
And blood staining your best knife
I refused to take any drugs to help me
It would’ve just been another waste of your money
I’m a failure, I’m a disgrace
You can’t even stand the look of your own daughters face
But neither can I and it’s my own
That’s why I’m going away to be alone
Then you don’t have to suffer looking at me
And hating the ‘thing’ that you see
But before I go please just listen
And know I’m above with the stars that glisten
Watching over you and keeping you close
And protecting you from people like me...the psychos.
You keeping looking at those photos
Of my X-beautiful torso
And how I used to be
And what you wished for me
I want to apologise
For what I put you through, guys
And I’m sorry for lying
But now I’m dying
I’m also sorry that I hurt you
I really didn’t mean to
I didn’t want to end up like this
I wanted to always be your little princess
But that changed a while ago
When I became the world’s worst psycho
Please don’t hate me
But I can understand how angry you may be
I’m selfish and stupid child
Who misses the days when she smiled
Please enjoy your life, just for me
Don’t forget everything you do, I will see
I understand if you refuse
I’m leaving it up to you…you choose
I don’t deserve any love
But I hope to see you up above
Life’s mean, hard and tough
And I’ve already had enough
I’ve had my fair share of pain, blood and gore
And I just can’t take it anymore
Now you’re worried and scared for me
So I’ll go and leave you free
I’m so sorry
X
God’s already planned out your fate
I’m really sorry for ruining your life
And blood staining your best knife
I refused to take any drugs to help me
It would’ve just been another waste of your money
I’m a failure, I’m a disgrace
what a good intention and missionary poem with making readers convince to stay away from drug and making each other destroying..really a sweet poem..loved it and say..why havent more added? hope you never stop writing as you are a good and sweet poet..best of luck and thanks for your words you gave me transaltion way and promised to be doing more...