It looks at me
Glistening in fat
I can see the numbers
Of calories and that
I want to eat it
But I can’t
Won’t let myself fall
I can’t
Need to be pretty
Need to be thin
So I cant feel
The pain deep within
Want to die
Slowly fade away
So I don’t have to hurt
For another day
Must burn it off
Must get it out
Otherwise I’ll be fat
Without a doubt
The pain in my stomach
The hunger calls
But the numbers
Quickly fall
I’m not there yet
So can’t give up
Must keep going
Won’t give up
Until I’m thin
Until the fats gone
Until I can feel the bones
And what I’ve done
Must have control
When everything breaks
It’s my choice
And I’ll do what it takes
To be pretty and skinny
To be thin and pure
And to get there
This is the pain I must endure