April of 2005, I been in Tacoma
but struggling to find home
Not making it, drunk more than sober
Visit family, the phone is ringing
"Your, our gram has past," says a cousin.
"Oh. Oh ok. Ok." "No, I will be fine."
"Yes, pick me up Thursday."
I was hung over
but saw my gram off
Now I look at April showers,
wishing fo the mind to be numb
Present April, it has been good
Better
Still, I look back
I am happy to be where I am
Proud
The trials has made me stronger
Best man I could shape into
Dad, please rest now
I am grown and strong enough
Sober enough, though I will miss your visits