Loser

Life. I feel like I have no life. No energy fills up inside me.

Out of touch. I feel out of touch when the feeling to drink doesn't consume me.

Sucky. I feel like I suck when I am in my room when everybody else is getting drunk and partying.

Unexciting. I feel unexcited when I am being consumed with my negativity.

Real. I feel not real like I am just a doll being used as a toy.

When will I stop feeling like a loser but a winner.

I guess it is up to me whether I finally take control of my life or not.

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