i look back on some of the things i've written,and some of the things i've said.to others it all seems like just words.sometimes i wonder what was i thinking,what was on my mind at that particular time.i know others will probably wonder the same thing.it seems crazy when i look back on some things.but i put it out there anyway.the reason is because i've never been affraid to show my feelings.there may be someone who feels the way i felt at that moment.so i put it out there to let other know their not alone.some of it is confusing,and it all that deep.but someone can relate.i've suffered from love, depression, anger, denial,infacuation, other peoples problems, and life in general.and somebody gotta feel me.these are my trials,thoughts, and my expressions.........ENJOY