Blackness, only blackness, dark empty cold void of all hope and promise endless unrelenting space never fill it scream as loud as you like it’s still silence wretched run yourself out haven’t even moved inch or mile or eternity all one all gone how do you measure despair can’t get out of a prison with no walls no limits nowhere else to go trapped immortal if you’re the only thing in the universe you’re the only thing that matters but matters to who it doesn’t matter loneliness isn’t fatal though you sometimes wish it were how do you breathe your last when there’s no air and if I scream in the darkness but there’s no-one there to hear me does my mind makes a sound as it splinters moving so fast I might be standing still am I crazy pretending to be sane or the other way around and who decides which is which
when I’m asleep I see perfect truth, perfect darkness, and with my first waking breath I try to forget.