I sit here

I sit here not able to look at my own face in the mirror

I sit here not able to look at my own reflection

I sit here not able to stand myself

I sit here not able to like myself

I sit here wondering why i am here?

I sit here wondering why i even exist?

I sit here wondering if the reason you want to fuck me is cause of who i am or who i date?

I sit here wondering if you direspect me because of who i am or who i date?

I sit here and wonder if you will know if i am gone?

I end it with this thought!

I sit here not able to look at my own reflection in the mirror!

I sit here not able to like myself.

I SIT HERE AND WONDER WHY I AM ALIVE?


Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is to wonder if someone is going to kill themself cause of who they are, or who they are not?
Don't worry i am not brave enough!=(

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they r good stuff
lots of emotions