At the last second I ran off the train.
I fell to the ground and let out all the feelings I tried to restrain.
I didn’t say good bye,
Just kissed him and ran,
I felt him crying on the train,
A broken man.
I loved him so much
I don’t know why I ran.
It was a decision on the run,
I don’t know if I really even thought about it then.
I was so scared standing there with him holding me in his arms.
I did not know what the future would bring,
I did not know if our love would hold true.
I don’t know if I regret my decision now,
Although I do seem to be a stronger person now,
I hope it is the same for the future too.