I was ten when my world fell apart
When my heart and my soul
Fell from my body
To dance in the black eternity
Of nothingness.
Ten is the age I ascended,
That I grew up
And could never go back to be mended.
The age when love became a lie,
When I saw my heart
Was fated to die.
Ten years ago I learned to lie
Never to trust anyone
Or want to cry.
My tears have long been shed
My hope has fallen apart,
Consuming my body
And my heart.
I have the same problem. Can relate too deeply. Glad there's others out there with a troubled childhood such as mine, unfortunate events, unforgotten past.