I've been carrying this heavy load
This anthill and mountain both seem so similiar now
And, I know the past will amount to love when I forget
The girl I fell in love with so many years ago
There's a hurt that can heal
A depth that can steal the fear of the unknown
Cause, when you sink so low
You're bound to eventually float back to the top of the barrell
And, with an ounce of luck, know that
Hope cannot be drowned
And, that when hope abounds
Hope shows you how to love again
I've been tallying these ticks of my watch
A bold reminder of how time doesn't stop
And, just how short life is
If you forget to grab it and taste it and touch it and live it
I've grown for years within the flesh of my wounds
Suckled and fed as if nutured within a womb
Meant to consume rather than produce a new, innocent, infant life to begin
But, it's time to begin
Life, if you'll have me back
I'd like to cash my second chance in
And, grab you
And, taste you
And, touch you
And, live